I'm A Product Of My Environment

Nothing is guaranteed .

2012-01-18T00:20:00.001+08:00

If I die young , bury me in satin

Lay me down on a bed of roses

Sink me in the river at dawn

Send me away with the words of a love song

Days before 2012 . Mixed up !

2012-01-16T15:55:00.000+08:00

I can't remember the official dates . What I know was , I've been drinking for continuously 7 days and my memorieze had totally mixed up ! However , let the pictures to talk about it kay ?

Blah blah blah !

Welcome 2012

2012-01-03T23:42:00.000+08:00

First and foremost , sorry for the late update readers . I was so busy recently . Holiday is so great ! Couldn't believe that I'm going to start my class tomorrow and I haven't done all of the assignments yet ! Oh ! Spent my sem break on drinking for 7 days continuously . This is crazy ! Well , let's tallk about the special seasons that we've just passed . I do spent my Christmas with my crush . The conclusion was just like the stories in Titanic . ( Drown into the ocean - THE END ) How miserable is it ? HAHAHA . By the way , I thought I would passed a simple new year eve as I usually do in the past couple of years . Yet , it's different in this year . Since all of my friends are going to celebrate in club , so Phuture and Velvet club was my final decision . Another happening and tipsy night . Non stop walking around even my leg had cramped for couple of times . And I do explored in Genting casino on the next day . Won a lil bit of pocket money . LOL . However , I do found something special in 2011 . It wasn't a boy , it wasn't love . I found myself in the pathway . It's another awesome achievement in my teenage life . Brand-new life in 2012 . Cheer and fight ! XOXO ♥

爱情原来是凄美的吞噬

2011-12-23T14:53:00.003+08:00

世上最保暖的 , 是情人的体温

爱情是贪婪与恐惧的平衡 , 愈想占有 , 愈容易失去 , 爱是尽量占有和尽量避免失去之间的平衡

爱情和死亡一样 , 都是很霸道的

你没有做错什么

当你舍弃尊严的时候 , 往往也是得不到回报的。

当你问 " 我做错了什么 ? " 已经是到了绝境。

他挥一挥衣袖 , 伤感地说 " 你没有做错什么 , 都是我的错。"

在人生的某个时刻，你没错却承认自己错了，是多么的骄傲。

如果可以选择的话 , 请不要用恨来结束一段爱。

知已和情人是有一点点分别的。自私的说 , 我们会把问题和烦恼留给知已 ; 而把时间和温柔留给情人。

爱 , 也是有痛苦的。爱 , 有时候是一个重担 , 是一种无奈。你爱上了他 , 欲罢不能。你本来不想开始 , 但是开始了。你胆颤心惊 , 害怕会失去他。你没有安全感 , 你觉得代价太大了。你可以离开他 , 然而 , 你做不到。每次看到他 , 你就会心软 , 不忍心说别离。这样下去 , 会要了你的命。有一天 , 你会恨他 , 或者他会恨你。你知道你们终究是不能长相厮守的。假使让你重新选择 , 你不会爱上他。

爱情原来是凄美的吞噬

当爱情来临 , 当然也是快乐的。但是 , 这种快乐是要付出的 , 也要学习去接受失望 , 伤痛和离别．从此 , 人生不再纯粹

你曾经不被人所爱 , 你才会珍惜将来那个爱你的人。

相爱却不能相恋 , 相恋却不相爱。

爱情要完结的时候自会完结 , 到时候 , 你不想画上句号也不行

曾经以为 , 伤心是会流很多眼泪的 ; 原来真正的伤心 , 是流不出一滴眼泪。

Party Animals !

2011-12-21T13:53:00.001+08:00

Can you be my doctor ? Can you fix me up ?

Random party during Thursday night @ Zouk , 4 PLAY .

Dear Karen .

Ling Ling , Vien , Ian .

Ray , Hong Foo , Vien , Ling Ling .

Last Saturday @ Phuture & Velvet .

Johnnie Walker event . A night which full with crowd . Suffocated !

Again , with my dear Ling Ling .

Bumped into my babe Grace . It's been a long time we never met ! Hearts you !

We could be best friend I think ? Loves you <3

Hong Foo .

Hong Foo , Eric , Vien .

Gerald .

Group pictures of the night !

Don't stop the party ?

2011-12-13T16:11:00.000+08:00

I did collected these photos for couple of weeks .

Spending my weekends at club actually made me doubt that , is this the life style I want ?

Alcoholic , party .. Where's the point ?

I don't know . Cause until today , I still feeling empty .

By the way , thanks for the accompanied buddies .

It's time to think , what I really wanted and get a new life . AS SOON AS POSSIBLE .

Babe Miko .

Got my first visited @ Nero , Vertigo club .

Hong Foo .

Babe Ling Ling .

Vson birthday party . Didn't took much picture that night since many of them had hangover . Such a boredom night for me . Everyone had went to Tiesto concert . Couldn't enjoy myself without my babies but fortunately , I bumped into my old school babe , Carey Pang .

Will be update again soon .

Cheers .

Magic T-Zone Peeling Mask by HOME

2011-12-07T16:59:00.000+08:00

Ingredients : Purified water , Polyvinyl Acetate Emulsion , Ethyl Alcohol , Polyvinyl Alcohol , PVP , Activated Carbon , Iron Oxides ( Black ) , Propylene Glycol , Microcrystalline Cellulose ( and ) Cellulose Gum , Silica , Sorbitol , PEG-60 Hydrogenated Castor Oil , Isoceteth-20 , Methylparaben , Dipotassium Glycyrrhizinate , Fragrance .

Contains an exclusively combination of Activated Carbon and Silica are to absorb dulling surface sebum and impurities , help to clear up blackheads and refine pores . This soft peeling mask also formulated with Dipotassium Glycyrrhizinate and Sorbitol to leave skin visibly refined and refreshed .

How to use : Apply at night to a clean , dry area of nose . Leave for 10-15 minutes or until mask has set or dry and peel off .

Try it today ! Say bye bye to blackheads and strawberry nose !

Collapse

2011-12-07T01:50:00.000+08:00

Went to visited doctor after class yesterday since I always gastric recently . I could feel my face and neck was burning and my body was so cold after I took the medicine . I thought it was the effects of the medicine so I didn’t take noted of it . Somehow , I didn’t expected that I’ll getting worse after that . I’m dizzy for the whole night long . Feel so sick . Getting fever for more than 18 hours . Vomit for twice today . Can’t even take a meal properly . Finally went to visited doctor again just now . The blood test report will be ready on Thursday . The doctor gave me another pack of medicine . My body is getting weaker and weaker .

I wonder why I miss him so badly . It’s hard to stay strong alone .

Freedom - Scream Your Voice

2011-12-05T19:42:00.000+08:00

Oh . My hair colour look so obvious under the sunshine !

KL LIVE ! With - baby Gillian !

On the backstage !

Get ready for the party !

Evil ! With - baby Fish !

Bloody ~

The witch & the devil !

Twilight ?

Horrar !

With the ladies ! Oh no . I'm the shortest !

Pictures of the night !

BASTARD

2011-12-04T13:24:00.001+08:00

It’s December ! I hope it’s not my first lonely Christmas this year . You know what ? Something had ruined my mood during 1^st of December . Well , how do you feel when the person who betrayed you spreading out rumors that you’re a betrayer ? I couldn’t believe that I’d falling for this kind of person with an ugly personality for 2 years . I’m such a foolish . You don’t deserve love cause you don’t even know what is love . Your action are such a nuisance for me . Everything you do are showing how immature you are . Just go for whatever you like , whatever you want . Go ahead for presumptuous . I don’t care and I won’t give a damn ! All the best in your career . Bye !

3:00am

2011-12-01T03:02:00.000+08:00

今日話題：＂一個背叛過你的女人你還會愛她嗎？＂

這話題的確吸引了不少人comment .

實在是不明白他為何會這么判斷．

他所謂＂背叛＂的定義在哪里？

不是在澄清什么．我也不需要你的原諒．

我行得正，企得正，問心無愧！

你跟我一起兩年了，你不了解我可以體諒．

但如果你真的搞不清楚狀況就請別侮辱我．

尊重一下別人，也尊重一下你自己．

原本還對你有一些留戀，看來我這次真的該死心了．

Rock n Roll

2011-11-29T14:06:00.001+08:00

Finally done the new design for my blog . It takes me about 2 hours ! Oughh !

How is it look like ? I think I'll change the frame photos after I got the pictures from the photographers .

Oh well . It's about 2+ weeks ago . Wondering whether you guys still remember the day I just got my new colour for my hair and also an arguement with my e x .

My lovely buddies has been tried to chill me up all night long . With my wife , Hui Wen and Miko Lui .

Jun Ng , Desmond Moo and Derek Soh as well .

With Leong and Derek .

Derek x Vien x Miko x Leong

Picture of the night !

Dear friends , thanks for being right by my side all the time .

You guys give a lot of motivations to me .

With love , Vien Daryl .

離開

2011-11-28T00:37:00.001+08:00

今天是你離開的第四天．下著雨的夜晚顯得特別寧靜．

翻著我們的照片，想念若隱若現．．

去年的今天，我們笑得很甜．

許過的承諾，想好的未來，仍然清晰的在腦海里頭．

很慶幸身邊還有家人朋友的陪伴，鼓勵和支持．

我學會更堅強更勇敢的面對這個失敗的感情．

讓我懊惱的是，這幾天老是沒胃口．

胃痛就像鬧鐘一樣，提醒我要吃東西．

在三天里瘦了2公斤的確很荒唐．

我知道我不能倒下．還有很多東西等著我去做．

我一定要振作起來．不能讓關心我的人擔心．

這幾天就好像過了幾個世紀一樣．

你走了以后，我把床單給換了．

洗臉盆少了藍色的牙刷還有你紅色的發膠．

洗衣服的時候，不用再擔心衣架不夠用．

也發現原來一個人是用不完一個小衣廚的．

擺著小老鼠的走廊再也不會有小大便的痕跡．

出門的時候很自然的想向你報到．

一切一切都讓我異常的不習慣．

是時候整理自己的情緒了．

是時候該適應沒有你的日子了．

很感激你曾在我生命里留下美好的回憶．

25.12.2009 - 25.11.2012

2011-11-26T20:15:00.000+08:00

Dreams could take away everything . But they can never have yesterday .

如果時間能夠重來，我想我還是會做出同樣的決定．

畢竟這是唯一解決問題的辦法．

是誰在逃避？是誰不敢面對事實？

唯獨只有你不明白我的用心良苦．

總有一天你會明白．我已經沒有遺憾了．

我給了你我的一切．最后，

我只想為自己保留一點尊嚴．

謝謝你這兩年來陪我走過的路．

我沒在你身邊時，要好好照顧自己．

23rd monthsary , goodbye my love .

Life , Feel

2011-11-23T14:56:00.000+08:00

Since my blog is getting death , I decided to post something here before it's outdated for too long . Having a bad mood today . Seriously . I think the gap between us is getting bigger and bigger . I've tried my hardest way to solve our problems somehow the histories happens and happens again . Perhaps we're really unsuitable for each other . I'm not willing to let go that easily but yet , it's hard to mantain a relationship like this . As you can see , I always emo recently . In conclusion , there's always without conclusion . Eventually , love is not a playground . Treat it sincerely with your action , not mouth .

Well back to the topic . The night which I spent a dinner with my freelance colleagues .

Many things happened recently . Learn something everyday is the greatest thing in the universe .

I'm not going to be better than everyone else . I only strive to be better than I ever thought I could be before .

Lastly , with a new portrait of mine .

Cheers .

Halloween Party !

2011-11-20T22:20:00.000+08:00

The night after Suki's actual wedding . It's Halloween party ! The crowd I never seen before in Zouk , Phuture & Velvet Club @ KL . Hui Wen & I doesn't dress up with costumes . We decided to take it easy and relax .

Officially bumped into a lot of buddies that night .

Mr . ABC .

Kisses <3

Dear Karen <3

Picture of the night !

Such a happening alcoholic session .

Will be update again soon .

XOXO

Suki & Melvin's Actual Day

2011-11-17T18:23:00.002+08:00

This post actually made me spent a lot of time to manage it due to the all pictures are row in messy .

It's about last month already . LOL . Seriously got no time to blogging lately .

Let the pictures to talk about it .

I think you guys could actually imagine the environment thru the brief photos .

Interesting ?

Who's next ? ;)

FML

2011-11-13T14:22:00.001+08:00

I’m coming to share a most recent updates with you guys .

I’ve got a new hair colour yesterday with my boyfriend and his mother as well at my mom’s saloon . Perhaps it’s not a lucky colour for me .

12 hours ago , I’m having party session while I’m having some quarrel with my boyfriend .

I admit that I’m a bit too over . I shouldn’t go clubbing in this timing . I realized that I’m wrong when he told me about his feelings . I feel sorry . I compromised and apologized . I promise that it won’t happen again and it will be my last party night but the respond I get from him made me feel a bit upset .

He officially spreading scandals in Facebook . I don’t know what the point he wondered to carry out right there . I feel no respect . But yet , I didn’t put a blame on him cause I understand how he feels .

Throughout , this is our problems . I don’t think he suppose to make things more complicated . It doesn’t shows that he’s grievance but immature on manage problems isn’t ?

He’s not willing to solve the problems face to face with me . What he want is not conclusions but war . So what can I do ? I have no idea seriously .

I’m not a stubborn person without discussion . Everything is just depending on him .

In a year ago , I love him more than myself . But what made me changed ?

You should knew more than everybody .

Think wisely . It’s not easy to been through years .

It’s that a worth issue to break us down ?

Melvin & Suki's Wedding Dinner , Part I

2011-11-06T15:26:00.000+08:00

28.10.2011 Chuai Heng Restaurant , Jalan Bukit Bintang , Kuala Lumpur .

From left : Desmond ( Hui Wen's husband ) , Michelle , Vien , Shelly , Zui Yean , Wai Wai ( Liz's husband ) .

On the make up - Suki .

The new marriage :) Suki and Melvin .

Babies <3 Michelle & Zui Yean .

Babe Shelly , Dear Hui Wen .

Da Jie , Liz .

Stay tuned for more interesting pictures ! :)

Home Dec

2011-11-04T14:23:00.000+08:00

Today dinner reminds me of this event . I'm officially become their buddies after the exhibition .

Apologize for the late update once again . Soooooooorry :'(

I do ful-fill my schedule somehow I want to make myself busy . Therefore I'll feel happier I guess ?

Back to the topic . It's about 2 weeks ago .

Home Dec @ KLCC Convention Centre .

I'm a hardworking staff honestly . I only took picture while my break time .

My colleague , Milky Yen .

I couldn't control myself to took this picture sneaky in fact the baby is so cute !

Went for a wedding dinner during Saturday night .

Manhattan Ballroom @ Berjaya Times Square Hotel .

With Mr. Hippo and his relatives .

The night view attracted me :)

Continue for the next day ..

Camwhores after work .

With Yen and Roy .

The third day . I almost became handicapped . LOL .

I got no time to work soon . I'm going to be a full time students next year .

Fighting !

Shortly :)

2011-10-31T21:26:00.000+08:00

Alright . I knew I'm quite hot party lately . I'm falling in love with liquors !

It's about last 2 weeks . I've got my first time in @LIVE club , KL .

Camwhores with Jester while we're stuck in traffic jam .

With babe Vivi as well :)

And also my dear Kathryn .

Oh . I did bumped into a buddy that didn''t met up for about 10 years !

He still that short ! Tsk tsk ..

Continue the party session .

A short post for today . Stay tuned :)

My new pet !

2011-10-29T17:15:00.001+08:00

Let me introduce my 2 childen ..

This is Girl Girl . A very active female hamster .

Lovable Girl Girl . She won't bite people unless your finger taste like food . HAHA .

This is Boy Boy . A super gluttonous male hamster .

He loves to eat and sleep . He turns fatter and fatter each day . We used to call him Fatty now .

Good night kiss from Girl Girl <3

They poo a lot ! I do clean their poo poo atleast once in 2 days . By the way , I love them so much :)

Outing & Planning

2011-10-26T23:23:00.000+08:00

I can't believe that this post had been delayed for about 3 weeks . LOL . Seriously need update my blog faster . Otherwise my retarded brain couldn't memorize too much of details . Ughh !

Apologize that I can't really spell the name of this restaurant .. Start with alphabet Mxxxx ....... LOL .

With my dearest babies : Zui Yean and Michelle .

<33

It's a shopping , eating , planning and short gathering session !

Suki , Hui Wen , Vien and Cyrus .

Did you guys agree that our Cyrus look like ANGMO ? HAHA . He had flown to Singapore yesterday . We will miss you buddy :( See you on 2012 Chinese New Year .

Pixie :)

The lovely girls .

Spent spent spent !

BBQ Plaza . The best Bar.B.Q in KL . Thumbs up !

My princess Zui Yean .

Dear Suki . Next of the bride :)

FOODS !!

Camwhoring ? - Han Siew .

Oh girls . Stop grabbing . It's burnt !

Enjoy the meal . Thanks Jesus .

Continue for shopping ......

Dessert @ Sweethut .

I love this picture so much . Thanks to our photographer , Han Siew .

Kinda impatience ! HAHAHA .

Tweet & Instagram about it !

Yoo ! The chubby us :D

Love y'll so so muchhhhies !

XOXO , Vien Daryl .

Rolling In Deep

2011-10-25T18:57:00.001+08:00

Sometimes , some things , some matters , some people .. I choose to buried in the deepest part of my heart . There’s no reason for me to make explanation since no one will truly understands while time will prove everything ( if there’s God in the universe ) . I always told myself , I’m strong , I’m not afraid , I don’t need protection . However , I can’t expect when my heart will be explode . It’s too early to collapse , I told myself . I still can carry on . I can ! I learnt to be dump on disappointment . I used to not rely on expectation . And I tried my best to take it easy . Cause I realized something along these . Even we see each other every day , we sleep together every night .. Yet , you’re not the one who knows me well . And you’re not the one I can dependent to . Nothings gonna change this fact . Our love had gone . This is truth . Therefore , the best solution is to change this negative power to a motivation . There’s long way to go . We’re still young . Who knows what gonna happen in next seconds ? It’s not end of the world yet . You’re just one of the passenger in my life . You choose the character .

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2011-10-20T18:01:00.000+08:00

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Liz & Woei wedding dinner @ Restaurant Chuai Heng , KL

2011-10-17T18:06:00.000+08:00

Aloha people ! It's the last post about da jie and jie fu's wedding .

It's a very precious moment while few of us had opportunity to gather up .

Up : Joyce , Suki , Liz , Hui Wen .

Down : Vien , Shelly , Vanessa , Zui Yean .

Vien , Zui Yean , Vicky .

Tea & Likee .

KI & KY <33

The noobie boyfriend <33

The family portrait .

Outfit of the day .

Did you guys curious on their love story ?

Let see how's jie fu proposed . Enjoy the video :)

Raub , Day 2

2011-10-15T03:38:00.000+08:00

It's our da jie , Liz and jie fu Woei's actual day .
Enjoy the video !

Behind the scene !

The heng dais need to clear all the levels ! HEHEHE . ( Evil smile )

Our Miss Chen Chen is the most boldest among us . She even dare to kindle up the firecrackers !

Fumes everywhere ...

Hiding far far away .. HAHAHA .

Close the gate ! Close the gate !

Angpao ! Money come money come !

The sisters !

The rebels ! Oh my goodness !

Finally .. What expression am I ? LOL .

Good job sisters !

My 2 lil princess :)

Vien , Michelle ( Miss Chen Chen ) , Zui Yean .

The pretty bride , da jie Liz .

XOXO

Congratulation to the flower champion , Miss Chen Chen !

More coming soon !

Stay tuned . Hugs :)

October !

2011-10-14T01:10:00.000+08:00

This month is actually a brand-new starting for me . I started my college life and I'm going to get my license soon . Although I'm a bit late compare to the others , but atleast I'm stepping towards for my goals finally . I feel relieved when everything goes smoothly and stable . But still , I understand that the coming up life might be more difficult . And I need to put more efforts for my future .

Cheer for me kay ? :)

I rarely carry my camera out since iPhone applications are so advance now .

Outing sessions with the sweeties :)

Shisha session with the loves :)

Thai Steamboat with the mama :)

& homework sessions alone :)

Alright . I'm gonna continue the HK drama now .

Good night people . Have a nice day :)

Raub , Day 1

2011-10-11T20:20:00.001+08:00

The afternoon we heading to Da Jie's hometown after our Sushi Zanmai breakfast .

They had been rented a tour bus for relatives and friends .

It's quite shake and ................... smelly .

As smelly as dog shits !

Arghh .. Dizzy !!

Finally , we reached the restaurant at about 7pm . Our tummy are drumming .

Let's have some camwhores before the dinner start !

Suki , Michelle , Vien and Zui Yean .

The dishes !!

Oh yes ! The pretty bride and sisters !

4 of us had rush to the super market to collect some ingredients that we use to fool the heng dais on the next day .

I'm actually blogging on 1:35AM that night .

Click the underline words to refer back :)

Stay tuned for more updates ! XOXO -

D.I.Y

2011-10-10T20:30:00.001+08:00

No ideas on painting your nails ? Here's a suggestion for you girls .

Simple and nice !

What you needed : Nail strengthener , Base coat , Top coat , adhesive for nails , colours and 2D or 3D ribbons .

First step : Apply nail strengthener ( in case your nail turned soft and fragile after a bunch of manicure so it can protect your nails last longer ) , base coat and top coat .

Product by : IANTI , Newyorker Luxe Style .

Second step : Apply any colour that you like to match with . Dark shinny pink and purple are my choice today . Afterall , I dip some sequins on the dark shinny pink tips to make it look sweeter .

Product by : ELIANTO , THE FACE SHOP , SASA .

This is the result after all painting . French tip is my favourite .

Apply some 2D or 3D arts . As a lazy person , I choose to stick it with adhesive . HAHA . Quick and easy .

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Lastly , apply a layer of top coat or transparent nail polish .

So girls , you can save some budget and do madicure according to your favourites by your own now !

Happy D.I.Y !

Sushi Zanmai

2011-10-08T14:21:00.000+08:00

It's about Da Jie's wedding last weekend .

Three of us ( Zui Yean , Mich & I ) had plan to took breakfast before we heading to Da Jie's hometown , Raub .

Sushi Zanmai @ Low Yat Plaza , Jalan Bukit Bintang , Kuala Lumpur .

Tamago Maki ( omelette ) and Kappa Maki ( cucumber ) .

Chawanmushi ( steamed egg custard ) .

Ikura Chawanmushi ( steamed egg custard topped with salmon roe ) .

Smoked Salmon Salad with fresh vegetables .

Chicken Katsu Zaru Udon .

Cold udon noodle with chicken cutlet .

Tamago Mentai ( omelette roasted with cod roe ) and Ebikko ( shrimp roe ) .

Mentai scallops .

Shishamo ( grilled smelt ) .

Dear Zui Yean .

And also dear Michelle :)

Stay Tuned for more updates ;)

NOTHING

2011-10-07T02:49:00.000+08:00

It's a very simple birthday dinner with my boyfriend at 25th last month .

Teeq Brasserie @ Roof Top , Lot 10 Shopping Centre 50 , Jalan Sultan Ismail , Kuala Lumpur .

He's only concerntrate on his iPhone games all night long .

Appetizer , Germany bread .

Forest In The City : Lamp steak .

Toriniku Teppanyaki .

The only picture of us that day .

The night view .

Noob camera man .

Guess what he gift me this year ?

He gave me NOTHING . HAHAHA .

Feels

2011-10-05T03:42:00.003+08:00

I always have a lot of inspiration during night time I wonder why ?

There’s some little matters that trouble up my mind lately .
As a follower , you mind found that I rarely talk about negative things in my blog .
Somehow today gonna be an exception .

Well . Sometimes we don’t know the value of a moment until it becomes a memory .
According to you , my thoughtful was childish , my proud was unintelligent .
I endure , doesn’t mean I don’t have emotions . I choose to respect you . But you wouldn’t understand . And you always disappoint me .

Losing trust is just like a crumbled up a piece of paper , you can try to fix it , but it will never be the same again . It’s not about how many times you tell me that you love me , it’s about how much you prove that you do . I’m tired of waiting for a person that doesn’t worth to .

The moment when I burst out crying alone in the living room , I realize that no one truly knows how unhappy I am .
Perhaps , FOREVER is just too long to spend with the wrong person . Sometimes , I prefer to be single than getting hurts once and once again .

Single Party + My 19th Birthday Bash !

2011-10-04T21:14:00.004+08:00

I'm back ! Thanks GOD my broadband is alive finally !

It's a super duper happening session ! Dress up myself before heading for the party !

Make up of the night : Smokey eyes + Dolly pink lens .

To celebrate my 2 sweeties wedding and my 19th birthday , soul sisters had organized a single party @ Phuture Club , KL . It's a ladies party !!

First glass for the night . Cheers !

Dear Hui Wen ♥

Dear Karen , Xiao Tung ♥

Baby Zui Yean . ILY ♥

Dear Jia Jia . IMY ♥

Pretty Vivi ♥

Rock and Roll !

Dear Kathryn ♥

Dear Da Jie ♥

Dear Vicky ♥

Bossie , Jack .

Family portrait . HAHA .

From left : Melvin , Aki , Vien , Kelvin , Bou , Jack .

Dear Si Mun ♥

Thanks for the birthday cup cakes , muacks ♥

Make a wish & blow !

Happy Wedding to Liz & Suki and also Happy Birthday to me !

Can't wait to try the cup cakes !

Oh .. Look at us .. HAHAHA .

Guess what ? I officially enjoy alcoholic even with empty tummy !

From left : Michelle , Vien , Zui Yean , Jia Jia .

Love you girls ♥

Don't stop the party !

Shake that !

What a grand sight view ! Most of us are smoking hot !

Expected for the next party with the loves again ! XOXO ♥♥♥♥

In the end , all of us had drunk .....................

1:35AM

2011-10-01T01:36:00.000+08:00

Hello readers . It's been a while I didn't updated my blog .
There's so much I have to update .
I'm currently in Raub , Pahang . Due to attending my beloved big sister , Liz's wedding , I have to stay here for 2 days 1 night .
Tomorrow might be a happening day ! So exciting while few of us still haven't fall aslept yet , although we are exhausted after a bunch of preparing and programs .
Afterall , it's Heineken session right now with my dear Zui Yean .
Get ready for the actual day on tomorrow morning !
Go soul sisters ! Fight !

XOXO ,
Vien

My week !

2011-09-24T19:25:00.001+08:00

It's a random outing with my babe last few days .

With my new shoe along :)

Babe Celest . Did she look alike with my boyfriend ? Exactly no right ? HAHA .

Looking for nice foods for our brunh .

Korean food @ Sungei Wang Plaza , 6th floor .

Korean lamen + KIMCHI !

Srrrphh !

After a bunch of shopping , we head to Pavillion Tokyo Street for dinner .

Tokyo Teppan @ Tokyo Street

Other than that , my gossip girls and I had organized a photo shooting again yesterday night .

With Opera theme @ Putrajaya .

Penny , Fish & Cyndy !

Challenge some new feel and possie !

Expected ? Stay Tuned !

Anson's Birthday Party

2011-09-21T11:24:00.001+08:00

The only personal picture on that day . LOL .

Location : Bedroom lounge & bar @ Pavilion , Kuala Lumpur .

Thanks for picking me up babe balloon , Meggie :)

Babe Xiao Xiao Tung , Karen :)

Babe Jacqueline :)

Alcoholic games !

Stephy Ke Xin & Xiao Tung :)

Happy Birthday , Anson .

Oh ! It's fireworks !

Happy Malaysia Day !

Things on my mind : Too bad he's not with me now :(

Try to capture the fireworks with us but failed . HAHA .

The sweetest girls .

Stephy & I .

Vien x Karen x Jacqueline

Birthday boy , ANSON .

Picture of the day . Once again , Happy Birthday , Anson !

Mooncake Festival , Port Dickson trip

2011-09-19T02:39:00.007+08:00

It's about last Sunday . Sorry for the late update loves .

Quite interesting post because we had organized a short trip for this special season .

@ Port Dickson beach .

The kiddo babies were having fun on playing candles .

While my baby boy was playing his iPad ...

And Kartzan was enjoying his Calsberg .

Hereafter , we kindle up the beautiful lanterns .

Everyone is chilling at the straw mat ..

The new sweet coupe is playing hide and seek .

Family portrait with the baby Teddy ? HAHA .

Mr Hippo & I .

Peace ^^

Have a walk at the beach .. Searching for the mini crabs footprints ..

But failed cause it's too dark and we forgotten to took along the electric torch :(

Oh ! What's that ??! Exactly look like a huge frog huh ?

The boyfriend did something brainless when there's nobody around .......

Guess what ? He PEE at the ocean !! Nahh .. The picture proof it ! LMAO !

There's a surprize from the buddies when both of us get back to the location of our straw mat .

They kindle up the candles with a sentences of words ( Happy Birthday Vien ) .

I feel so touch although the words look ugly . HAHA .

Thanks for the hearts ,

thanks for the candles ,

thanks for the be-early birthday surprize ,

thanks for the presents ,

thanks for the cake ,

thanks for the accompanied ,

thanks for every thing buddies .

I'm so glad to have a bunch of buddies like you all .

YOU GUYS ARE ALWAYS THE BESTIE !

With loves , XOXO ♥

The position of mine when cutting the birthday cake . HAHA .

It's time to let go the Chinese traditional lantern . Which we call : Lantern Kong Ming ( 孔明燈 )

According to the traditional consuetude way , we wrote down our wishes and dreams at the surface of the big lantern before we kindle it up .

Standby ....

Released !

Will it fly to the heaven ?

Have some mooncake before we leave .

Alright , it's time to pack off the rubbish and go back !

Regards , Vien Daryl .

Dating

2011-09-17T21:00:00.000+08:00

I'm so happy although it just a simple dating ..

Since when we didn't hang out together like this baby ? I can't remember how long is it , it's been a long long time ..

Around 2 years we've been together .. I always miss the sweet moment between us .

I wonder where they've been . I've been trying for so hard and searching for so long .

Perhaps you won't understand . Our relationship has turned cold . Isn't ?

I miss the old time . I miss the sweetest you .

I miss every thing between us .

Our distance was so close , but the feeling was so far away .

< / 3

Bolton VS Manchester United

2011-09-13T03:57:00.002+08:00

It's a red Saturday . Due to some brainless fellow , sweetie Fish and I had rided around TTDI highway at Damansara area for 3 hours . Yet it doesn't spoiled our mood .

And we decided to treat ourselve better . Dinner at Cola Club @ Setapak .

You can see there's full of Cola cans , Cola bottles and Cola decorations in the cafe .

The boss of Cola Club might be a Cola fans I guess ?

Turkey Cabonara Spaghetti for Fish .

Chicken Tomyam Soup for us . ( Since we miss the Thai's Tomyam )

Italian Cheesy Chicken Chop for me .

Recommended ! Niceeeeeeeee !

Camwhores with sweetie Fish .

Rush to Dolphin cafe for the FOOTBALL !

It's Bolton VS Manchester United !

We support Manchester United ofcause . HAHA

After a session of

GOOOOOOOOOOOAL !!!

YEEEEEEEEEES !!!!!!!

YEAHHHHHHHHH !!!!!!!!!!!

Finally , Manchester United win with score 5 : 0 . Cheers !!

Chor Dai D ! Teach me how to lose ! HAHAHA .

Coming up next : Lame Dating .

✈ Day 2 in Hatyai , Thailand ( Part II )

2011-09-09T18:50:00.002+08:00

I feel like going another trip after I view all the pictures in Thailand .

Having vacation is so much fun and relax !

Hatyai's street is so clean compare to Malaysia's .

You can see how much I brought that day . Gain a lots !

I wonder whether I'm a heavy taste person cause I felt that KL's food is much more delicious . HAHA .

The TOMYAM seafoods .

Heading for desserts and more shopppings in mall .

GELATE ice-creams .

Yummy ~

Hell yeah ! It's massage session !

Sakura Hotel @ Hatyai City , Thailand .

All of us are wearing a huge pajamas to convenient the masseurs massage for us .

I officially fall aslept in 10 seconds ! So comfort !

It's only 280 Thai baht for 1 and half hours massage session ! Which mean RM28 only ! Cheap daoo ~

Head to the night market again . Searching for more foods and worth stuffs .

I don't dare to try these honestly . Feel dizzy when I saw them . LOL .

Sun glasses !

Salt SOTONG ??

Hand-made souvenirs .

Slippers ! So hard to find a suitable size for me . GAVE UP !

Due to everyone pockets had been empty .. I decided to be an generous angel .

The most delicious meal in Thailand we ever met ! HAHAHA .

Took some international phone calls before we back to hotel that day .

Oh ya . The time in Thailand is 1 hour earlier compare to Malaysia's .

By the way it's not a big issue for us lah . HAHA .

So much HAHA and HAHAHA in this post . Guess I really miss the moment a lots .

Stay tuned readers . With love - Vien Daryl ♥

✈ Day 2 in Hatyai , Thailand

2011-09-07T18:15:00.002+08:00

Just finish a sweet chat with my babe Cyndy . Miss her so much ♥

Alright , back to topic .

It might disappoint a bit cause we doesn't visit Tiger Show in Hatyai for the whole journey .

By the way , it's full of happenings in day 2 . I decided to sepate to 2 posts to keep the mysterious ;)

Camwhores before we start our shopping !

Say hello to my dear Cyndy !

Fish x Penny x Cyndy x Vien

Searching for taxi after our breakfast .

The tut tut car .. tsk tsk ..

Peace !

Penny and I .

Here we are ! The market of Hatyai City !

Sapu sapu ~

Brought some accesories too .

My hair looks like a bunch of grass ! Rawww ~

See how pity is she . Spent all of property that day . LMAO .

Yet , we are so happy . HAHAHA .

Will be update soon ! Stay tuned !

Coming up next : ✈ Day 2 in Hatyai , Thailand ( Part II )

✈ Hello Thailand !

2011-09-06T01:01:00.002+08:00

On our way to Thailand after our Penang trip . We're so exhausted . Guess what ? The whole journey from Penang to Thailand takes 5+ hours ! Due to traffic jam in custom for 3 hours . GG .

It's raining outside . Penny and I was scrambling our time to socialize on facebook , twitter , whatsapp .... before we go into custom in fact we have to lost contact with peoples for 2 days !

Damn crowded at Thailand custom . Spent another 1+ hour on queue .

Finally ... We changed Thai baht !

It takes another 45 minutes from custom to Hatyai city . Our hotel . Didn't take noted of the name of hotel .

The night market at Hatyai city . Full of tourist in the street .

Shopping all night long . I'm quite surprize when I found that Thailand people can speak Chinese , Hokkien and even Malay . Most of them can speak Hokkien as well . It's quite hard to bargain cause I don't know how to speak Hokkien . How bad :(

When we're haggling ! LOL .

Gains of the day !

All of our gains of the day ! Woo ~ Such a grand site right ?

Will be update soon . XOXO .